FUCKING_EMO_PRINCESS

О себе: hellooo.. im bec ..and uh.. i like.. stuff. :|
...so i've had some coments from people asking me to say a bit more about myself in my profile. i dont really know what to say so bear with me i suppose
..i am fucking up kid. i know thats not a good quality. im sorry. it's fucked up a lot of my relationships
my self esteem is about this big: _
so dont be surprised when i blame myself for pretty much everything in my life, even if i had little or no control over it.
sometimes i like cats a whole lot better than people. the more time you spend with them, the more they like you. you can't smother a cat=)
I want to find the real love. ..
I love life and I LIVE IT.
to its fullest
Because One of these days will be my last
Be yourself, because quite frankly i'm sick of seeing the same thing
I'm trying not to let these internet trends get to me, because people are allways so eager to judge a book by its cover.
I'm usually not the one to do that, but after being on here so long I Guess my judgements been somewhat warped
No one is fake
Now.There can be a picture theif but not a fake.
My opinions are mine, and they change throughout time
Right now i'm trying to find myself again
But I know I've got loving friends behind me the whole way
they know who they are


A little backround info about me :
I am not from England!I am from a small town in Russia! ...
I Want to be a portrait/fashion photographer when I'm older ...
I was brought up by a very loving and caring fammily, which thank God that I had that growing up...
I used to be very sexually confused, but after trying to date a girl I decided I was straight ...
I have allways had a constant change in style and music, if you could name a style, or a hair colour I've been it, I've had it Been there and done that ...
Seen all kinds of people, and I'm happy that they were able to accept me for WHO I WAS not what i dressed like, not what I Wore ...
I am not and will never be a very shallow person, because when I was growing up I was very ugly.I had alot of things wrong with me and the kids at my school would not let me forget that. ..
I'd come home crying because the kids were so mean to me
But i held up my head and kept going, and I Will keep going untill the day i die ....

if theres something you want to know thats not on here feel free to ask.